The Twisting Road to Nowhere

Ever have that feeling like your not who your supposed to be? I've been stuck in a rut for a while with this feeling. Not like I should be someone else but more like I should be a better version of myself.

Maybe it's the guilt I have from my youth creeping in. I'm honestly not as 'on fire' for the LORD as I was in Jr. High and High school. All of that lands at my feet for not reading daily or making church or my spiritual growth a priority. I'm now taking the steps to move foreword in my spiritual walk. I'm trying to get connected within my church and need to start reading more.

Then there's my fitness. I'm so out of shape. Three years ago I was heavier but I could out run and out play myself in about any sport compared to myself today. I just have no motivation to do anything. I'm going to start running and starting this week get into a work out routine.

Lastly I'm not as personable as I used to be. At least not lately. The last thing I want to do after work is call someone up and have a conversation. I wanna get home and shut down for a while. I sometimes feel like I've neglected friends and family and honestly for a selfish reason. So if your reading this and feel like I haven't been there it's my fault and I'm sorry.

I believe that a man needs to have Soul, Body, and Family in good condition to be truly happy and satisfied with life. So prayer on my behalf would be greatly appreciated as I get my priorities strait. Thank you.

-Josh Juice Welch